Saturday, September 22, 2007
There is a crack, a fault. But the diamond is holding strong, and sparkling like they always do. But this diamond will never be perfect again. The total internal reflection have faded, the light do not reflect off each facet onto another facet. The light, like blood in a punctured heart, leaks out from the diamond, leaving a empty but shiny diamond.
Well, guess wat? why L1R5 is like erm.. 17? I should be like 14 lar. stupid history. Can u believe it? Selva almost flunk my history. Reason being that i did not give in DEPTH. WTH!!! my history not in depth? That is not possible man, but i just happen. Well, but after all, it is very stupid for a A1 SS to be pulled down by history C6 to end up as a B4. F!#@... (pardon me.)
Thus with such marks? i donno where the hell i can go. JC? For the first one month. And recently, my mind have fallen into a dilemma again. JC OR POLY. My tuition teacher thinks that the course that i am taking in poly is kinda too specialise, which is not good, cause if i do not make the cut, i don make the buck. Then that will really suck
Well, my tutor also thinks that i can go SIGN ON... Can you believe it? SIGN ON? GOD!!! for like 6 years bonded to Army, when 4 years to NCC ( 1 per week) is enough to make me go arghh.. BORED!!!. so u can expect what is it gonna be if i did really sign on. Imagine this...
Commander: " Captain Lou, is this what u think will happen if u fly like that?"
ME : " erm, i donno? ( give stupid face)"
C : " U DON NOE? U FARK SHIT. U DON NOE? HOW MUCH MORE INCOME TAX I HAVE TO PAY WHEN U CRASH THIS WORLD WAR 2 SHIT JUNK?
ME :"erm... wait let me check, SIR!"
C :" DID I HEAR U SAY CHECK U DUMB SHIT. BY THE TIME U COME UP WITH THE FIGURES, I WOULD BE DEAD UNDER A PILE OF TAX INVASION SUMMONS.
ME :" SORRY SIR"
C :"SORRY? I TAKE KNIFE AND STAB U AND SAY SORRY CAN OR NOT? U DICKSHIT
then u can expect wat is gonna happen next. BIANG.. dead commander, and i will be in jail, pondering if i really let him stab me with the knife and say sorry, so instead or me sitting here, it will be the shit head.
I just realise that my story had just derailed... seriously... from JC and Poly to jail and killings...
SRY ABT THAT.
okay back to JC and poly. Hmmm.. if can score well, like single digit, then i might be going to a JC. if i score 10 and above, then poly is where i am going.
;rock YOU.
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